That is All;

I don't know what it is but today for some fucking reason I have that feeling of utter fucking failure :c 

In a Nutshell;

So I was going through my pictures in my phone, looking for a new lock-screen photo, when I realized how much fun I really had in the year 2013. I can really say it's the year that I made so many new friendships while remaking old ties and even cutting off unhealthy relationships. I saw so many new things and experienced some of my best memories to date. I went to concerts, go to meet famous people, drove to new cities, and witness beautiful things while learning that there is still some bad in this world. But it's not the bad things in life that defines me but the good I take from the situation. Yes I had my fair share of drama; I wasted many tears with sleepless nights and nightmares, yet that doesn't amount to all the other amazing things I did.

For once in a long time I can say, HAPPY NEW YEAR! With a great smile knowing that I actually closed everything this year, no regrets came along for the ride of 2014. All I have waiting in the new year, are great things ahead of me. I know this is going to be a fantastic year because I know this time around, it's all in how I want to make it. Everyone else can make fun and judge and try to pull me down by treating me bad and talking all kinds of mad shit about me behind my back and to my face, but none of that matters. Not as long as I do what I want for me, this year is going to be my year. 

It's finally beginning. 

First;

Jan 08, 2014;

I have decided that I in order to keep myself from going completely out of my mind, I'm going to attempt to run a real blog. A place I can type out a few words from time to time when I feel like I need to. I like to type and to be on my laptop so this is a total win-win. I don't see any harm in this nor do I see too many benefits. I know this will more than likely get my writing back in the smooth flow I used to have it back in high school. I miss being able to pick up a pen and just write with everything making beautiful sense. Now I can't even talk without screwing it up. I'm sure my spelling will get better as well, for I was never really good at it to begin with.

I remember my senior year in high school I got asked to compete in the UIL Event of Spelling because the team was short a person. Let me tell you, I was so embarrassed at how lost I was when they asked me to spell most of the words. I did Dictionary Skills in Jr High so when it came to the whole multiple choice section I actually did a whole lot better on that half. I did so well with the multiple choice I wasn't last place. (my friend was ha!)

Well I guess that's it for the first post. I'm hoping that my writing gets better with where it's going and not just random nonsense like this one. Until next time,

Peace Bitches.